Today’s blog was supposed to be about Sugar Daddy’s but then I decided I wanted to be more vulnerable and speak more from the heart about my journey , my families journey and who I am as a real woman and person.
First anything I share about myself is true. I honestly and genuinely at 8 yrs old was tested as reading at second year college level. I am extremely intelligent but I do have a weakness in math. Not business math or real estate math though I excel in both of those areas. But I seem to panic when confronted with equations and geometry. So I am not perfect but I am extremely confident,intelligent
Last weeks threats towards my family just made me realize even more how very important they are to me.
Some people need degrees, accolades and other momentous things to feel accomplished. I will be the first to admit that had I have not fallen in love w boys, and fallen off my academics in my late teen years that I too
would definitely have been one of those people.
I attended gifted and talented art programs and acquired every award possible for academics and art from ages of 5 yrs to 17 yrs, when my romantic ideas of life and love took over. The only regret I have is that people did not get to see me be the true academic scholar I could have been.
But alas, I chose love, my children over everything else.
I became a mother at the age of 18 for the first time. I did attend college for 2 yrs. I did get a real estate license years later and I did get nursing assistant certification. But my original life path was to be a fashion designer. I groomed myself for it since 3rd grade. That is my only regret , that I did not achieve that goal. BUT as for accomplishments …..
My children are my accomplishments.
They are the GREATEST creations, greatest things I could have created . They are all beautiful ( Like no really they are everyone always compliments me on the genetics lol) but they are all also different and have issues as all young people do who are coming into their own. I am a mother who recognizes that her children have good points and bad points.
I am also a mother who loves them from the bottom of her very being.
Did you know I began this escort journey at the end of my marriage years ago? Originally just to be able to pay lawyers but then I realized how much time I had missed working 16 hour shifts in nursing. Being an escort allowed me so much more time to take care of my family. To basically be a stay at home mom, but with a much better income. I have no regrets or shame regarding that.
The public and the moral orals can say what they wish BUT what I became , who I am , made me a MUCH better mother than I ever would have been had I of continued always being a slave to medical corporations and never being home with my family.
Every thing I have ever done, has been to be there for my family.
Finally over the last year my web design business has grown and I now have a different primary way of providing for them. This year I got to make sure my kids enjoyed every experience they could, even a vacation and a pool at our home just for them.
I don’t miss holidays…. it’s beginning to feel like a wonderful life again…
To anyone reading this who has doubts that women like me can be good mothers, great mothers, YOU ARE WRONG..
We are some of the best, most dedicated, selfless mothers you could ever meet. Versus the mother who hates her life, hates her job gets very little rest, and comes home irritated and angry only to take it out on her children. I am blessed that I have enjoyed my life, my journey. It has had very bad moments , my own life has BUT even when we struggled, even when we didn’t have much…
My kids have always known and felt extreme love and sacrifice from their mother.
I am proud of myself as a woman, I am proud of myself as a companion, I am proud of myself the most as a mother.
And that is something I will always protect.
Thank you for reading and taking time to get to know me.
If you want to spend time with a companion with character, maturity who knows what real life is and understands the need to escape it..
contact me anytime.